Transcending Darkness

Darker and darker becomes this cave
and I have become agonies' slave.
The oil in the lantern is about to finish.
The whole surrounding will become more devilish.
My aversion to apparition
wouldn't shake my strong determination.
No longer can I see that ray of light.
It's simply out of my sight.
But I've to fight.
My will power is my might.
One day my hardwork would
announce its triumph over destiny
and the ambiance
would be no longer gloomy. :)
-Tanushree Dutta
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So what..

So what if all my dreams get ruined.
So what if life had taught me
to be free of every single desire.
So what if I am unable to get what I always admire
So what if I always have to suffer pangs of defeat.
So what if my life is not sweet.
So what if God has always disposed
what I proposed.

In my life's battle being a loser
to me now hardly matter.
Though I am not a good conqueror
but I am a brave warrior.
No force can ever deter
my strong will power.

Oh Lord,Thee,Almighty
Let you make my way hazy.
But I promise you
 I will find my life's hue.
My hardwork one day
will surely overcome the obstacles
created by you.
                                -Tanushree Dutta
(Your opinions are appreciated)